Monday, September 21, 2009
♥ life goes on as it is
I am very tired.
no,actually extremely exhausted.to get it right.
Been working the past 6days full loading
from thurs to today
and there's still another today
sighs
sighing because i am tired out
i feel terrible of my result
i feel that i am such a disappointment
to my self to my parents
to those who helped me last semester
most of all..to myself
all the "i thought.. i thought .."
"maybe ... should be ok" s
is just plainly deceiving myself!
siao liao man...dumb me..
i did some thing just now,and i realized i should not have to do it
it has very high possibility to create chaos
and then it will like totally disrupt my peace
its not like i don't have enough of problems to think about
sometimes i really wish for some things in my life never ever existed!
it will wayyyyyyyyyyyy seriously
wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy lot better and happier!
"life just have to go on,as it is"
no,actually extremely exhausted.to get it right.
Been working the past 6days full loading
from thurs to today
and there's still another today
sighs
sighing because i am tired out
i feel terrible of my result
i feel that i am such a disappointment
to my self to my parents
to those who helped me last semester
most of all..to myself
all the "i thought.. i thought .."
"maybe ... should be ok" s
is just plainly deceiving myself!
siao liao man...dumb me..
i did some thing just now,and i realized i should not have to do it
it has very high possibility to create chaos
and then it will like totally disrupt my peace
its not like i don't have enough of problems to think about
sometimes i really wish for some things in my life never ever existed!
it will wayyyyyyyyyyyy seriously
wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy lot better and happier!
"life just have to go on,as it is"
12:40 AM