Tuesday, September 22, 2009
I don't how further can i tolerate this
It's driving me nuts
I really wish i did not need to be involved in this crap
I wish i can fly fly away to a far away land
and drop all my worries behind
It's driving me nuts
I really wish i did not need to be involved in this crap
I wish i can fly fly away to a far away land
and drop all my worries behind
11:41 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
I woke up late today.
Supposed to report at 10am
but i got to work at 12.30pm
Luckily there were still two colleagues
that will be there
If i was to station alone ... die man
i will be so dead la
Some friends popped by to say hello today
It was a pleasant surprise
and i met them once again when i was heading home too
It felt good...so nice... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ;)
I am on morning shift tomorrow
Initially,i wanted to have tomorrow OFF
but seems like i can only get off on Thurs
but it's OK
it will better to get my mind off things
by working and earning
Just to get extremely tired to the point that i don't have
so much time to think about all the
negative things in my life
PS* i was freaking pissed by someone
and at the same time disappointed to a great extend
and i was pissed off the second time
when another person didn't keep her word
both of them committed similar wrongs
but the former made more damage than the latter
a few more hours...and off to work i go...
Supposed to report at 10am
but i got to work at 12.30pm
Luckily there were still two colleagues
that will be there
If i was to station alone ... die man
i will be so dead la
Some friends popped by to say hello today
It was a pleasant surprise
and i met them once again when i was heading home too
It felt good...so nice... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ;)
I am on morning shift tomorrow
Initially,i wanted to have tomorrow OFF
but seems like i can only get off on Thurs
but it's OK
it will better to get my mind off things
by working and earning
Just to get extremely tired to the point that i don't have
so much time to think about all the
negative things in my life
PS* i was freaking pissed by someone
and at the same time disappointed to a great extend
and i was pissed off the second time
when another person didn't keep her word
both of them committed similar wrongs
but the former made more damage than the latter
a few more hours...and off to work i go...
11:50 PM
♥ life goes on as it is
I am very tired.
no,actually extremely exhausted.to get it right.
Been working the past 6days full loading
from thurs to today
and there's still another today
sighs
sighing because i am tired out
i feel terrible of my result
i feel that i am such a disappointment
to my self to my parents
to those who helped me last semester
most of all..to myself
all the "i thought.. i thought .."
"maybe ... should be ok" s
is just plainly deceiving myself!
siao liao man...dumb me..
i did some thing just now,and i realized i should not have to do it
it has very high possibility to create chaos
and then it will like totally disrupt my peace
its not like i don't have enough of problems to think about
sometimes i really wish for some things in my life never ever existed!
it will wayyyyyyyyyyyy seriously
wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy lot better and happier!
"life just have to go on,as it is"
no,actually extremely exhausted.to get it right.
Been working the past 6days full loading
from thurs to today
and there's still another today
sighs
sighing because i am tired out
i feel terrible of my result
i feel that i am such a disappointment
to my self to my parents
to those who helped me last semester
most of all..to myself
all the "i thought.. i thought .."
"maybe ... should be ok" s
is just plainly deceiving myself!
siao liao man...dumb me..
i did some thing just now,and i realized i should not have to do it
it has very high possibility to create chaos
and then it will like totally disrupt my peace
its not like i don't have enough of problems to think about
sometimes i really wish for some things in my life never ever existed!
it will wayyyyyyyyyyyy seriously
wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy lot better and happier!
"life just have to go on,as it is"
12:40 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
Results are released ...
Simply wonderful
what i have been worrying for has came true
It happened
well..the only good thing is that only one not two as
i scared and feared so much about
I never felt to be such a failure before in my life
don't even talk about other basic qualifications
i fail to met as a Singaporean
that's not important now
Isnt life so fantastic?
Life is so marvelous that makes me simply want to
give up everything in life now.
Failing is a virtue.
seriously.
i am such a failure that i wrong against my parents
for sending me to school.
" just when i have some friends
everything came crushing down
just when the future seems to beam
with new rays of hope
everything went ruined before my eyes
just when happiness in poly seems possible
everything became just a deceiving dream... "
life is awesome.oh,yes.it is.
Simply wonderful
what i have been worrying for has came true
It happened
well..the only good thing is that only one not two as
i scared and feared so much about
I never felt to be such a failure before in my life
don't even talk about other basic qualifications
i fail to met as a Singaporean
that's not important now
Isnt life so fantastic?
Life is so marvelous that makes me simply want to
give up everything in life now.
Failing is a virtue.
seriously.
i am such a failure that i wrong against my parents
for sending me to school.
" just when i have some friends
everything came crushing down
just when the future seems to beam
with new rays of hope
everything went ruined before my eyes
just when happiness in poly seems possible
everything became just a deceiving dream... "
life is awesome.oh,yes.it is.
9:31 AM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
♥ sian
cant wait for this friday to pass
1:15 AM